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"Hey Jarrel."
"Hey gorgeous, how are you?" I smile.
"I'm awesome, you?"
"Oh you know, just gettin' through the day."

And then he stared at me the whole bus ride. He really likes his brother, and I'm glad because I like my brother too. Plus, because he hates like everyone it makes me feel accepted. I like Jarrel. I wish he had a different name, and we had things in common.
He sat with me today before Carina got to me in the morning. He doesn't usually ride the bus in the morning, and Carina told him I'm going to be sitting in the same place every day, so he just sat with me. I was happy about that too. He's a musician, which is also all right. I like Jarrel. Derek, not Derrick, is really weird. So is Jarrel, but he's shown interest in me and I like the interest he's shown in me.


"Big Red" is over, and he's Gus's friend. Carina is over and she's my friend. And Brandon is over and he's Harry's friend. Kirsten is over, but nobody wants her here. Kyle was invited over with his three friends, but he didn't come over and I'm glad.

I want to ride the bus with Carina all the time. I like her bus a lot more. But mainly, I like talking to people on the bus.
I added Murphy on facebook and I really didn't want to. I hope he doesn't think I'm like looking him up.. even though I did.. huh.