laurelpants

people gang up on my brother.
Tim and Luanne are always bugging him about a haircut. "We respect you guys, let us just alter your appearance for our tastes!" Fucking ridiculous. And I guess I made the mistake of telling my mom that Harry cashed in his PSP, games, and charger for $73. It seemed like a pretty good investment to me, he hardly ever used it, he needed clothes -what's the big deal? Oh, the big deal is that Tim and Luanne should be buying us clothes. Too bad nobody gives two shits about my brother or myself to do anything out of the box for us. Thanks for making fatty dinners, Luanne. Thanks for letting us live here for a year Tim, I'm lovin' it so far. Thanks younger cousins, for changing my mind about having kids yet again. And thank you, mom, for dropping us off in Missouri with the hopes of things getting better and only making shit worse.

It's not your fault though, Tim and Luanne just think of their kids before your kids. Not a big surprise, as I've said before; its just annoying as fuck. I feel weird when I do chores around the house. Who did it before, and why can't they continue to do them? Gus is sick! Let me grovel at his feet and watch him over fall break when you're gone and watch my brother mow the lawn for him. The fact that Gus and Marni are the wallpaper for both computers really pushes my buttons. It makes me feel inferior, which I guess I am in Missouri.


I wanted to get Djarum Blacks today, but Murphy didn't pick up his phone.
Carina was in Walnut Creek with some girl, Rachel.
I didn't want to call Michelle because things have been weird for me since Saturday.
Harry's at the mall lookin in H&M like I wanted to do.

I need to turn my acquaintances into friends. But them all being guys makes me feel weird.