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So I really enjoyed yesterday.
I went over to Lisa's around 1 and talked with her until everyone else got there at 2.
They brought presents, a pinata, cake, brownies, and milk duds.
I didn't eat the cake Laura and Jessie made for me because I just couldn't eat anymore, it was too much.
I had some of Courtland's brownies, but not much..
I really liked the pumpkin bread Raven made though, and of course Lisa's pizza.
I don't know why I wasn't hungry.. I guess its just anxiety /:

We watched "Is she really going out with him?" after a marathon of "Scare Tactics"
I hope to one day be on a reality TV show -I'd be so awkward, ahhaa.

After I smashed the Hannah Montana guitar pinata, like a true indie rokker, we went to the beach.
The beach is so great, I really wish I had gone more this summer. I gave Jessie a dollar for going underwater first, and I also collected rocks for everyone.
After we dropped off Raven and Courtland, we went to Wal Mart so Jessie could get a satchel like mine. I don't blame Jessie for being jealous and wanting one~


I had to leave my presents at Lisa's house, but I got them today and said goodbye to Lisa.
Courtland gave me:
A broken water gun T_T I'm still going to use it though :)
Beta food for "Llama"
"Stuff White People Like" -we got it together so it made me really happy that he was giving it to me. My grandma's reading it in the kitchen, haha.
A mix CD that's in Jessie's car..
And a picture of all of us hugging minus Courtland because he took the picture at Shepards Park.

Raven gave me:
The really cool eye shirt that I'll wear a whole bunch
This African hat she brought into school once or twice
Three of her drawings
A letter I can't read until I'm in Missouri
A bracelet
A stone with a face on it
My permanent marker's back >__>
And a sketchbook

Lisa gave me a really big card that she wrote very nice things in and it made me cry a little, but I sucked it up at her house because I'm rough n' tough n' hard to bluff.






I'll add more to this later because my computer is freaking me out with how slow its going...



SO THIS MORNING
I was last to wake up.. I couldn't get any sleep because I've got a lot on my mind.
Jessie left pretty early to go hang out with Raven and I was jealous.
Laura and I went swimming and then to Subway. I bought her mom and her cookies :)
The drove me home because it was pouring and then I went to Lisa's and then Laura's to get my stuff.
Once I was home all my mom did was cry, and I feel so sorry for her. I would hate to give my kids away for a year. She's so strong it's inspiring.
The rental car isn't very big.. It's a Saturn Vue, so it LOOKS big but Jessie's is better in manymany ways. Harry is letting me ride shotgun the whole way which is reallllllly nice.
The trunk is so small, I don't think everything will fit.. but I'm not saying that.
We went out to dinner and brought along my grandparents. My grandpa is wearing his "GRANDPA ROCKS" shirt. I'm really surprised, I thought he'd never wear it.
My mom wanted to take me to this tattoo place to get my ears pierced, but I denied her offer because well.. inside its a bunch of fraction gauged, tattooed all over, shaved headed guys who freak me out. Plus, I wasn't wearing underwear and my shorts were too short. I'm really mad at myself for forgetting to have Raven pierce my ears yesterdayT_T